how far you want to go

Date: Aug 25, 2021

RE: how far you want to go

Supriya618 · Member

I also want to be a triple amp. DAK and RAE.

Sina1991 · Member

Sina1991 wrote:
I want to be a triple amp - assymetrical DAK and RBE with penectomy.

I want to hand-walking with my arms, walking on the ends of my bare stumps, wearing leather stump boots with flat rubber soles or wheelchair.
For arm- hook prosthetic, bare stump or with white stump sock on.

Later maybe few fingers from left hand or whole hand/arm to be officially QUAD(depends on whether I was single(triple) or in a relationship(quad))

I'm now in relationship and my partner wants me to be quad amputee without permission to use any prosthetic, only wheelchair will be allowed. He want also nullified me. He is of the opinion that if I want a penectomy, what do I need the testicles for?

we are still discussing the length of the stumps.

wcampdev · Veteran Member

Glad u found enough openminded partner
walk on leg stumps with assymetrical arms wont be easy
Let us know the result of this so interresting brainstorming ;)

Sina1991 wrote:
Sina1991 wrote:
I want to be a triple amp - assymetrical DAK and RBE with penectomy.

I want to hand-walking with my arms, walking on the ends of my bare stumps, wearing leather stump boots with flat rubber soles or wheelchair.
For arm- hook prosthetic, bare stump or with white stump sock on.

Later maybe few fingers from left hand or whole hand/arm to be officially QUAD(depends on whether I was single(triple) or in a relationship(quad))
I'm now in relationship and my partner wants me to be quad amputee without permission to use any prosthetic, only wheelchair will be allowed. He want also nullified me. He is of the opinion that if I want a penectomy, what do I need the testicles for?
we are still discussing the length of the stumps.

-- Edited by wcampdev on Tuesday 21st of September 2021 09:11:14 PM

need1hand · Veteran Member

Sina1991 wrote:
Sina1991 wrote:
I want to be a triple amp - assymetrical DAK and RBE with penectomy.

I want to hand-walking with my arms, walking on the ends of my bare stumps, wearing leather stump boots with flat rubber soles or wheelchair.
For arm- hook prosthetic, bare stump or with white stump sock on.

Later maybe few fingers from left hand or whole hand/arm to be officially QUAD(depends on whether I was single(triple) or in a relationship(quad))
I'm now in relationship and my partner wants me to be quad amputee without permission to use any prosthetic, only wheelchair will be allowed. He want also nullified me. He is of the opinion that if I want a penectomy, what do I need the testicles for?
we are still discussing the length of the stumps.

I have been looking for 16 years nearly every single day to get someone to remove my hand.

Now... I would lose both legs at the knee, and one or both arms below the elbow by burning them off.   just to lose the left hand.

in fact, I would even agree to a penectomy to make it happen.   lol    so you're lucky!

shows how badly I was to lose the hand.

Sadly summer is nearly over, and that will end my quest to become an amputee.    people just don't help people become amputees anymore...   they are only interested in the fantasy, and I just can't stand people who are only interested in staring at a cell phone and wanking off to a fantasy rather than actually making it happen.

a sad state these days..

need1hand
burned_leg@yahoo.com

leglessmale · Newbie

I want to be a DAK amputee. I am 40 now and been pretending since i was 13. High DAK with short stumps around 10-15 cm, perfectly shaped.

need1hand · Veteran Member

leglessmale wrote:
I want to be a DAK amputee. I am 40 now and been pretending since i was 13. High DAK with short stumps around 10-15 cm, perfectly shaped.

country/state?

Date: Mar 8, 2022

Do you have any idea to get the strong painkiller? It is very hard to obtain in my living place.

master_amputeebychoice wrote:
Well, ... there are many possibilities, but none of them are100 % risque free
the methods 'without' pain.... xylocaine/lydocaine injectable, then faking accidents, real horror, but also real amputation afterwards.... dry ice for hours... the limb goes asleep, and never wakes up again... this are a few of those 'hard' methods.
When people do this self injuries it is also easy to tell in a hospital things like 'i worked with an electronic saw'.
A few years ago i helped a young female wannabe from England. She buyd xylocaine/lydocaine, she wanted to be a toe amputee, she told the hospital that a big knife was falled on her feet. They believed her story.
Without telling names; A good friend rented a motorcycle, went out during the night, told the hospital that he made a bad fall and also they believed him. In reality he injected xylocaine/lydocaine in his leg and damaged that leg so hard (with a hammer) that surgeons needed to do his wanted below the knee amputation.
What I know for sure is that it is easy to become a higher level amputation once you are an amputee... when i was abelow knee amputee and i wanted to be above the knee i just went to a surgeon, told him that i had incredible pain, that my whole live was based on painkillers and that i couldn't walk.... honnestly i had nothing on my knee, but a time later i was an above knee amputee. He just believed me.
M-ABC

Date: Mar 10, 2022

Hi, congratulations on making it!

If it's not too much to ask, could you describe the change?

I mean, that was the first thing you noticed when you got AK, I imagine the lack of weight on that side, the lack of something hanging and the imbalance of the body and the lack of control of a part that is no longer there. At least that's what I imagine and what I would like to go through.

Greetings...

need1hand · Veteran Member

to be honest, I would prefer to be RAK, LBK. LBE. I know how "I" would do it and I'm sure it would work, but I have no friends or family, so the push is never there to just do it. plus it's not cheap (I'm super poor at the moment.. lol

questions or comments: burned_leg@yahoo.com

Date: Oct 10, 2022

Since I was a child, I wanted to just be be a left leg through the knee amputee, but if I got my wish Im not sure if Id be satisfied. I think after a time, I might want to loose more; maybe even a hand, but I would want to keep at least one foot. Then again, I would want to experience it in stages. I would want to gradually become a quad amputee, but my right leg and foot would have to be last.

Date: Aug 16, 2023

What would you do if you got your wish of loosing your hands, but ended up loosing all four limbs entirely. Would you be satisfied or would you be disappointed?

Date: Sep 3, 2023

master_amputeebychoice wrote:
Do you think it can happen that after a time you want more? Such as being dak, or even an arm extra? Then I ask myself the question where it 'stops', when you feel yourself finally complete, or does those feelings never stops with some people.

I want to be a symmetrical amp, starting as high DAK unable to use protheses, walking on my hands or using a wheelchair.

After becomming DAK I can imagine to loose step by step all fingers at the same time first (who needs fingers to walk on hands?), than both hands at the wrists, later becomming high DBE, and finally DAE, maybe in between even DHD.

I am not sure if I would take the last step: DSD, leaving a torso without any stumps.

need1hand · Veteran Member

All 4 completely?

That would be too far for me... But DAK, DBE? I could deal with that level of disability.

Date: March 23rd

I would love to be DAK. more specifically have my legs amputated at just about the mid way point of my thighs...

Date: yesterday

Do you think it would be any easier as a double below elbow compared to loosing your arms completely? I mean its not like you could write or grip anything.