how far you want to go

Date: Aug 25, 2021

RE: how far you want to go

Supriya618 · Member

I also want to be a triple amp. DAK and RAE.

Sina1991 · Member

Sina1991 wrote:
I want to be a triple amp - assymetrical DAK and RBE with penectomy.

I want to hand-walking with my arms, walking on the ends of my bare stumps, wearing leather stump boots with flat rubber soles or wheelchair.
For arm- hook prosthetic, bare stump or with white stump sock on.

Later maybe few fingers from left hand or whole hand/arm to be officially QUAD(depends on whether I was single(triple) or in a relationship(quad))

I'm now in relationship and my partner wants me to be quad amputee without permission to use any prosthetic, only wheelchair will be allowed. He want also nullified me. He is of the opinion that if I want a penectomy, what do I need the testicles for?

we are still discussing the length of the stumps.

wcampdev · Veteran Member

Glad u found enough openminded partner
walk on leg stumps with assymetrical arms wont be easy
Let us know the result of this so interresting brainstorming ;)

Sina1991 wrote:
Sina1991 wrote:
I want to be a triple amp - assymetrical DAK and RBE with penectomy.

I want to hand-walking with my arms, walking on the ends of my bare stumps, wearing leather stump boots with flat rubber soles or wheelchair.
For arm- hook prosthetic, bare stump or with white stump sock on.

Later maybe few fingers from left hand or whole hand/arm to be officially QUAD(depends on whether I was single(triple) or in a relationship(quad))
I'm now in relationship and my partner wants me to be quad amputee without permission to use any prosthetic, only wheelchair will be allowed. He want also nullified me. He is of the opinion that if I want a penectomy, what do I need the testicles for?
we are still discussing the length of the stumps.

-- Edited by wcampdev on Tuesday 21st of September 2021 09:11:14 PM

need1hand · Veteran Member

Sina1991 wrote:
Sina1991 wrote:
I want to be a triple amp - assymetrical DAK and RBE with penectomy.

I want to hand-walking with my arms, walking on the ends of my bare stumps, wearing leather stump boots with flat rubber soles or wheelchair.
For arm- hook prosthetic, bare stump or with white stump sock on.

Later maybe few fingers from left hand or whole hand/arm to be officially QUAD(depends on whether I was single(triple) or in a relationship(quad))
I'm now in relationship and my partner wants me to be quad amputee without permission to use any prosthetic, only wheelchair will be allowed. He want also nullified me. He is of the opinion that if I want a penectomy, what do I need the testicles for?
we are still discussing the length of the stumps.

I have been looking for 16 years nearly every single day to get someone to remove my hand.

Now... I would lose both legs at the knee, and one or both arms below the elbow by burning them off.   just to lose the left hand.

in fact, I would even agree to a penectomy to make it happen.   lol    so you're lucky!

shows how badly I was to lose the hand.

Sadly summer is nearly over, and that will end my quest to become an amputee.    people just don't help people become amputees anymore...   they are only interested in the fantasy, and I just can't stand people who are only interested in staring at a cell phone and wanking off to a fantasy rather than actually making it happen.

a sad state these days..

need1hand
burned_leg@yahoo.com

leglessmale · Newbie

I want to be a DAK amputee. I am 40 now and been pretending since i was 13. High DAK with short stumps around 10-15 cm, perfectly shaped.

need1hand · Veteran Member

leglessmale wrote:
I want to be a DAK amputee. I am 40 now and been pretending since i was 13. High DAK with short stumps around 10-15 cm, perfectly shaped.

country/state?

Date: Mar 8, 2022

Do you have any idea to get the strong painkiller? It is very hard to obtain in my living place.

master_amputeebychoice wrote:
Well, ... there are many possibilities, but none of them are100 % risque free
the methods 'without' pain.... xylocaine/lydocaine injectable, then faking accidents, real horror, but also real amputation afterwards.... dry ice for hours... the limb goes asleep, and never wakes up again... this are a few of those 'hard' methods.
When people do this self injuries it is also easy to tell in a hospital things like 'i worked with an electronic saw'.
A few years ago i helped a young female wannabe from England. She buyd xylocaine/lydocaine, she wanted to be a toe amputee, she told the hospital that a big knife was falled on her feet. They believed her story.
Without telling names; A good friend rented a motorcycle, went out during the night, told the hospital that he made a bad fall and also they believed him. In reality he injected xylocaine/lydocaine in his leg and damaged that leg so hard (with a hammer) that surgeons needed to do his wanted below the knee amputation.
What I know for sure is that it is easy to become a higher level amputation once you are an amputee... when i was abelow knee amputee and i wanted to be above the knee i just went to a surgeon, told him that i had incredible pain, that my whole live was based on painkillers and that i couldn't walk.... honnestly i had nothing on my knee, but a time later i was an above knee amputee. He just believed me.
M-ABC

Date: Mar 10, 2022

Hi, congratulations on making it!

If it's not too much to ask, could you describe the change?

I mean, that was the first thing you noticed when you got AK, I imagine the lack of weight on that side, the lack of something hanging and the imbalance of the body and the lack of control of a part that is no longer there. At least that's what I imagine and what I would like to go through.

Greetings...

need1hand · Veteran Member

to be honest, I would prefer to be RAK, LBK. LBE. I know how "I" would do it and I'm sure it would work, but I have no friends or family, so the push is never there to just do it. plus it's not cheap (I'm super poor at the moment.. lol

questions or comments: burned_leg@yahoo.com

Date: Oct 10, 2022

Since I was a child, I wanted to just be be a left leg through the knee amputee, but if I got my wish Im not sure if Id be satisfied. I think after a time, I might want to loose more; maybe even a hand, but I would want to keep at least one foot. Then again, I would want to experience it in stages. I would want to gradually become a quad amputee, but my right leg and foot would have to be last.

Date: Aug 16, 2023

What would you do if you got your wish of loosing your hands, but ended up loosing all four limbs entirely. Would you be satisfied or would you be disappointed?

Date: Sep 3, 2023

master_amputeebychoice wrote:
Do you think it can happen that after a time you want more? Such as being dak, or even an arm extra? Then I ask myself the question where it 'stops', when you feel yourself finally complete, or does those feelings never stops with some people.

I want to be a symmetrical amp, starting as high DAK unable to use protheses, walking on my hands or using a wheelchair.

After becomming DAK I can imagine to loose step by step all fingers at the same time first (who needs fingers to walk on hands?), than both hands at the wrists, later becomming high DBE, and finally DAE, maybe in between even DHD.

I am not sure if I would take the last step: DSD, leaving a torso without any stumps.

need1hand · Veteran Member

All 4 completely?

That would be too far for me... But DAK, DBE? I could deal with that level of disability.

Date: Mar 23, 2024

I would love to be DAK. more specifically have my legs amputated at just about the mid way point of my thighs...

Date: Apr 23, 2024

Do you think it would be any easier as a double below elbow compared to loosing your arms completely? I mean its not like you could write or grip anything.

Date: February 8th

I would like to start with one knee disarticulation and one elbow disarticulation (both on the left side). That way I would still be capable of walking with a prosthetic leg and I would be capable of doing most things with one hand. I could still use my elbow stump to hold things.

Eventually, after years of getting used to having one arm and one leg, I would want to loose the other leg, but keep my other hand.

Date: February 22nd

Would you want prosthetics?

Date: February 25th

We hace a very similar desire. I want to become DHD, but I want a doible forequarter amputation. This means no shoulders, just the shape of my ribcage. since I also desire a penectomy/complete sexual nuliffication, I dould even go with hemicorporectomy and both arms forequaerter amputation.

for some reason, I would also like my nose, tongue and ears amputated.

for me, this would be ideally done in one single surgery.

this would be my ultimate wish.

Date: February 28th

I could deal with loosing both legs and maybe one arm, but I couldnt imagine loosing my ability to use the restroom or have sex. That would be a bit much for me, but loosing one shoulder might be interestingnot sure about loosing both though. .

Date: February 28th

Sorry about the spelling in the previous post. I used a phone and was high out of my mind.

The ability of loosing sex is kind of optional for me. I would love to keep my genitalia if I had a girl that would love me and take care of me of the rest of my life. But that is kind of questionable, given the extent of my "insanity". That's why I'd settle for complete gential ablation as well. In reality, I'd be eager to amputate my legs as well, but since the question was how far would I go... Yes, I'd go all the way. The absence of genitalia along with - let's say testosterone injections would keep me delightfully sexually frustrated and horny, but completely unable to preform or achieve orgasm.

Quadruple amputation with disarticulations in shoulders and hips for sure, but hemicorporectomy and double forequarter amputation to extreme. Basically just lungs and head.

I know this will never happen but it gives me an incredible rush just to fantasize about it.

Date: March 2nd

That would be would probably be an interesting feeling for a few minutes after waking up, but then it would likely get extremely boring. You couldn't walk, feed yourself, go to the restroom on your own, or do anything without help. Youd probably need to use your mouth to grip things, but you mentioned above youd want to loose your tongue and nose too. at that point you could do nothing but be a spectator. You couldnt communicate well without your tongue and couldnt do even the most basic things without needing help.

But if thats what you desire, then maybe you will one day.

Date: March 2nd

Its a completely irrational desire. I have no idea what to do with it other than enjoy the desire itself. lying down motionless imagining the helplesness and inability to even talk properly, not being able to touch anytthing or really move at all gets me off completely. Its like fireworks in my head. As far as the nose goes a nose amputation really changes a human face into a grotesque repulsive grimace. I imagine I would be pitied, even avoided by most people. My image would disgust people and for some reason I get off by that as well.
As I said, there is hardly a chance I would find a woman that would find me desirable or sexy, so, naturally I would never ever get a sexual intercourse. Hence no real need for genitalia.

I have bo idea what to do with this fetish. Its absurd and I have not met a single wanabe that would want to go this far

Date: March 4th

The question is - given an apportunity - would you really go through with it. Fantasizing iz one thing, but say - you met someone (woman, i assume you are straight), that would be a devotee and would have the means of supporting you and the ability to find a surgeon or is it just a dream, and you would chicken out

Date: March 4th

The million dollar question. I would need to be truly sure we both want to spend our lives together. I would really want to love her and she would have to love me. The problem is - I am affraid people who would live with a quadruple amputee might not be benevolent. I do not loke to be dominated, bossed or tortured.

But yes. If everything aligned Id do it. In this case, Id prefer to keep my genitalia. I am not asexual. I am old enough. I have lived as an able person. I could spend the rest of my life in a wheelchair. Yes. Id do it.

Date: March 4th

If given the opportunity, I would amputate at least one leg, but not sure Id amputate all four completely in reality. I do however fantasize about amputating all four. If an accident caused me too loose all four, Id learn to enjoy it. Although, Id prefer to keep at least one hand.

Sina1991 · Member

I think the most common answer here is triple amputee (two legs and an arm) and possibly later quad

Ed0110 · Member

Deacon wrote:
The question is - given an opportunity - would you really go through with it. Fantasizing is one thing, but say - you met someone (woman, i assume you are straight), that would be a devotee and would have the means of supporting you and the ability to find a surgeon or is it just a dream, and you would chicken out

I would. I've been a LAK amputee for 8 years now, and I will be DAK by next year. My goal is to be full quad, but currently no one to care for me.

Date: March 9th

Care is always a problem. I imagine Id end up in an old persons home, where they have the facilities and personnel to take care of disabled people. I wonder how long it would take me to get bored with my complete disability. It seems to be on my mind constantly and I never get bored of the idea itself.

Date: March 9th

I wouldnt want to be a complete quad amputee because I would always need to rely on others. With one hand, I could still write, type, and hold things. Despite not being able to walk, I could still drag myself around with one hand If I was on a skateboard or wheelchair. I would enjoy the feeling of not having legs under me and the added challenge of not having a left arm or hand. I want to have short leg stumps (just long enough for a prosthetic) In case I ever want to stand like I used to.

need1hand · Veteran Member

I would gladly become a DBE Amputee. Just get tied down so I could not move or change my mind and have someone remove them with a cordless chainsaw. Using tourniquets obviously.

Looks and sounds like an accident and I would finally be a proper amputee.

If I had to lose both feet as well, just to lose my hands, I would do it.

Sadly, nobody is going to come to Wisconsin and saw off my hands

Date: 9 days ago

wcampdev wrote:
do u want to wear prosthesis or use chair?

I would use neither prothesis, crutches or wheelchair. As DAK/DHD I would prefer walking on fingerless hands. As QUAD I would crawl on my buttocks, walk on my stumps, pull myself forward with my stumps lying on a skateboard or let myself be carried around in a sling.

Date: 9 days ago

Peklenc wrote:
We hace a very similar desire. I want to become DHD, but I want a doible forequarter amputation. This means no shoulders, just the shape of my ribcage. since I also desire a penectomy/complete sexual nuliffication, I dould even go with hemicorporectomy and both arms forequaerter amputation.
for some reason, I would also like my nose, tongue and ears amputated.
for me, this would be ideally done in one single surgery.
this would be my ultimate wish.

I could also imagine DHD and double forequarter amputation, but my sexual organs should remain intact in any case. A hemicorporectomy is only an option for me, if my dick remains fully functional.

I don't want to have my nose amputated, but possibly pierced with a heavy nose ring.

Removal of the tongue is an option for me together with the removal of the vocal cords, and removal of the ears together with the eardrums and auditory ossicles. If tongue, vocal cords, ears, eardrums and auditory ossicles are removed, I would also like to have my eyelids and eyeballs removed, leaving two empty open eye sockets, becoming mute, deaf and blind.

I would also like to have my sphincter removed to become stool incontinenceand and smear myself with feces never wearing a diaper.

Date: 9 days ago

I could deal with DHD, and a single shoulder amputation but I would want to keep at least one hand, one eye and my ears. Not having arms entirely would render me completely useless. Therefore I want to loose the threshold of having only what I need to basically take care of myself: one hand, one eye, no legs, and at least one ear.