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Dear friends,


I am wondering how far you want to go as a wannabe, imagine that you have a leg amputation and that your dream was as example one sak amputation. Do you think it can happen that after a time you want more? Such as being dak, or even an arm extra? Then I ask myself the question where it 'stops', when you feel yourself finally complete, or does those feelings never stops with some people.



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I just want a right bka.  That's as far as I want to go.  How can I accomplish this?  What about a tourniquet left in place long enough for the tissue to die?

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Hi Kkmeltonrn,


A tourniquet isn't a bad idee, I tried this in the past... The medical world sayd that a limb can die when there isn't more then one hour no more bleed in it, that the limb without oxygene/air dies,... but even after 4 hours tourniquet everything worked again and it was a incredible pain.
The first hour it was O.K.... just a nice feeling of a sleeping leg, but after that hour, wow! incredible nerve pains. I think there is a possibility to reach the amputation on this way, but only with very hard painkillers...morfine... and a lot of more hours with a tourniquet.



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So you tried a tourniquet and it didn't work?  How is it possible to achieve an amputation? 

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Well, ... there are many possibilities, but none of them are100 % risque free
the methods 'without' pain.... xylocaine/lydocaine injectable, then faking accidents, real horror, but also real amputation afterwards.... dry ice for hours... the limb goes asleep, and never wakes up again... this are a few of those 'hard' methods.
When people do this self injuries it is also easy to tell in a hospital things like 'i worked with an electronic saw'.


A few years ago i helped a young female wannabe from England. She buyd xylocaine/lydocaine, she wanted to be a toe amputee, she told the hospital that a big knife was falled on her feet. They believed her story.
Without telling names; A good friend rented a motorcycle, went out during the night, told the hospital that he made a bad fall and also they believed him. In reality he injected xylocaine/lydocaine in his leg and damaged that leg so hard (with a hammer) that surgeons needed to do his wanted below the knee amputation.


What I know for sure is that it is easy to become a higher level amputation once you are an amputee... when i was abelow knee amputee and i wanted to be above the knee i just went to a surgeon, told him that i had incredible pain, that my whole live was based on painkillers and that i couldn't walk.... honnestly i had nothing on my knee, but a time later i was an above knee amputee. He just believed me.


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A person needs to use both dry ice AND a tourniquet. When the leg is numb tighten the tourniquet.  Bind the leg with bandage to stop the dry ice pellets touching the skin.

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Have you done this?

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Yes I did it in 2004.  But you have to be totally ready and determined and sure it's what you want. For a youngish person it might be something for later in life.


I have had no regrets whatsoever.  I LOVE it.  Fulfilment is the word I use to describe it.  Of course it's a long haul during which you have to take each day at a time in hospital, rehab, whatever.


There is a story that some guy had both legs removed and now says, "What was I thinking? now I can't feel the sand beneath my toes at the beach."  That last bit of verisimilitude convinces me the story is a fake.  If you somehow get to the stage of achieving two legs off, you don't give a damn about your toes in the sand!


By the way, I don't want to lose another limb; I'm very happy as I am now.


Good luck all!



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Please tell me how you accomplished this.  I want to do this

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To use dry ice, you could use an co2- fire-extinquister. The co2 has a temp of minus 85 deg. centigrade.  Very cold.......

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The limb for AK would need freezing with dry ice pellets for at least three hours (with tourniquet applied when the limb was numb) if the person was thin, probably four or more if otherwise.  That's why fire extinguisher is not the answer; cold but too short a duration. 


A person doing this would be aiming to make that part of the leg non-viable RIGHT THROUGH, not just the surface.  The person could end up with weeks of skin grafting if the damage is only on the surface.


Covering with bandage would prevent pain on the skin, though there would be some slight aching of muscles.  The tourniquet would impede heat and cold exchange and stop damaged blood etc getting through.


BK, would need two hours or more.  A person would need to make a clamping metal touniquet and research where to position it above the level of the ice, remembering that quite a bit of flesh would be needed to fold under the bone. It is possible an extra tourniquet for compressing in behind the knee might be a good standby for BK.  It could be periodically loosened.  Behind the knee would be the position for AK tourniquet (tightened when leg is numb and left tightened). 



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Dry ice->


I tried that hout, one hour long for my hand, but they could save the hand that time and only the skin was 'dead'. I think you need more then 3 hours for an above knee ... OK, i didn't used a tourniquet.


 



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Well, I didn't need more than three hours.  As I said the tourniquet increases the effect of the dry ice.  The cold blood is trapped and gets colder.  The warm blood can't get down.  I also said three hours was for a thin person... if you have more beef, you probably need more exposure.  Not that I am encouraging anyone to do anything!


I can't speak from experience with regard to a "hand or arm job", but I am sure the torniquet would make it more effective and prevent the toxins circulating. Just where to situate it is open to discussion.


Thanks for your comment.   [Contradict me just once more and I will slap you a glancing blow with my stump... then you'll be sorry. (That or you'll love it!)]


 



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Actually I don´t know how far I´ll go, where all will end but I know where all will start.

My greatest wish is to become a Double AK with  very short stumps....just long enough to sit comfortable.

I know I will fullfill this dream one day. It is difficult cause I don´t wanna die through some maybe helpful but too dangerous tries. I love to live and I will love imy life much more as an amputee.

But like you all know it is so difficult to find  a surgeon who really wants to help.

I´ve searched  for one since some years. ...since the time I am sure I can manage my life by being an amputee. I always hated my legs but I knew I had to change my complete life after an amputation. Now I am ready for it and I work for the day this legs will be removed.

 

 



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I have the same feelings since many years i want my right leg amputated high above the knee to walk on crutches. Today it is not enough. The next step would be amputating my left leg too to have two stumps and sit in the wheelchair. The last step would be the left arm high above the elbow to be a triple amputee with three stumps.But today I can not say if this would be the end amputate my right arm too I can not say that it will never happen. I know that as beeing a DAK amputee or triple amputee I would need many help from others but the wish of becoming an amputee is very big and becomes always bigger. 



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Right, being a tripple amputee is something tempting.

I actually like the thougtht of being it. I wouldn´t mind that I needed some help from others. The feeling of the missing limbs was something I need to have.

But first of all I wanna become a DAK and that can be the start but must not be the end.



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LAK but very high then eventually DAK 



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for a very long time i have wanted to be at least a double amputee than after a serious arm injury I have also wanted left arm amputated and I was disappointed when it wasn't 

the amputations I fantasize about are both legs at but and left arm flush with pit

this will most likely never happen but a fella can wish



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Well, as for me i want to be a Dak for sure bu,t I am not sure that's where I would want it to end sometimes. I think of being a triple even a quad amputee. I dont know why that is.  I fight the feeling I think because I feel Dak is where I should end but being that I think of more not sure I would be satisfied totally after the DAk. 



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I can relate. I have stayed at DAk but i would like to have more but I am afraid to thinking of even wanting more because it seems so outrageous.



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LAK very high just below the hip leaving a tiny stump then RAK just above mid thigh



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I would like to start as a DAK (stumps about 3.5" - 4"). I've been a serious wannabe since I was about 7 years old.

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DAK was my original desire. Somewhere along the lines that changed to LBE not sure when or why.

I hope you get your dream.



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Australian wannabe here. My wish is for a high RAK amputation or hip disarticulation. I'd be fine with a small stump, but I'd prefer to live on crutches, so prosthetic viability isn't important at all.

Like most of you I'm sure, it's something I've wrestled with. I've tried to tell myself that I'm just a devotee, but I'm in my mid-30s now and realise and accept that I'd be happier with one leg. If there was a way to do it that gave me a medically credible cover story for family, friends and anyone else I encountered after, I'd go for it in a heartbeat. 

I'm completely aware that it would make life a lot harder in many respects, but it would be a decision I'd be content with.

 



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DHD just below the hip leaving no stump is my deeply desire, and mybee have a hand ampution late.

 

 



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I have a desire for a dak one leg amputated just above the knee and the other leg amputated almost at the hip



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i also have been a wannabe since i was 7. At first and for a long time i only wanted to be an SAK, but lately i have had severe pains in both legs that doctors aren't able to treat, so i need LBK and RAK. Over the years i have admired arm amputees and pretended as an arm amp, and now i know i also want my left arm off AE at least, but SD also would be good. I guess BIID is a progressive condition - you start out wanting one thing, but later need more limbs off.

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I want to have four fingers amputated at my left hand. I have this desire since cildhood, it start at age 3,5.....4.


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Has anyone recently tried or know someone that has tried to cause an AK amputation using Dry Ice and a Tourniquet. Am trying to find out the best place to put the Tourniquet to give the best length of stump?

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hi if anybody here wants to get an amputation i have some contact of surgeon, but is a bit costly, High cost = Big Dream!!! email me dinoehxelente@gmail.com



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disbelief The price is not the issue... you better tell it....



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As a sub, My goal would be to be owned by a/some Masters, and become a DAK first, then later a DAE. But must be a process, one finger, another one, one toe, another one, then all fingers, all toes, then a foot, a hand, etc...



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