Hello everyone! This week, I've truly felt an overwhelming desire to get rid of my right hand, but I'm scared. I've had all sorts of ideas, including putting my hand under the wheel of a bus or truck so it's completely gone. The usual problem is the pain and the drama involved. Does anyone know of any substance or method that would ruin it and make me end up in the hospital to have it amputated? (Perhaps a substance or medication that would ruin it when injected, so I could tell a different story in the hospital.)