still devotee

wcampdev · Veteran Member

still devotee

Needlegless · Member

Hi friend and welcome on board :)

I know your feeling, i am DAK BIID and i dream and move only in a wheel and don't walk forever, we have different desire about body, but similar feeling :)

I really hate to walk and to be abled

I am in Italy near to you :)

wcampdev · Veteran Member

thanks for response

I ve seen your precedents topics, and your really need to find surgeon to do it

i m very curious about your feeling and have a lot of questions:

-does pretening help you to manage your biid, and how ( go down, or go up?)

-what s your feeling about pretend ( before, then, eand now), alone/with somebody, at home or outside

-do you live alone or familly wife children

-have you ever came out?

-- Edited by wcampdev on Wednesday 25th of March 2020 10:52:03 AM

-- Edited by wcampdev on Wednesday 25th of March 2020 10:57:13 AM

Needlegless · Member

I try to reply :)

-Pretending help me with BIID, reduce the pressure due to a pain because i am abled. Is nice help to pretend, but is not a complete solution

-My feeling with pretender is very nice, when i am in wheel i am very happy and be very natural. The only problem become when i need to end the pretending, at those moments i am very depressed because i am forced to be abled and return to my incorret life and body

-I pretend much out of home, this is the best pretender becasue we feel how is to be disabled and i love it much

Yes you read correct my post, i need to be DAK and i am in search of surgeon that help me, i use much of my time in this search

And about you?

wcampdev · Veteran Member

i begin my journey in this world , with a lot of questions

Since i was child, i've always been attracted specially by wheelchair people( amp and para) and through the years, it goes up.

For very long time, i don't understand what happen to me about this feeling, but since i discorved the community and that's i m not alone, and very happy to learn about it and read all of your experience

biid...i don't know exactly for instance 'cause i don't really hate any parts of my abbled body

I would try to pretend before, maybe come out about pretend/devotee

And then...who knows exactly where it drive me

wcampdev · Veteran Member

Here is a little update of this topics since the beginning: as many of us here, my biid increases and decreases depends of the day ( ok ok ok , mainly increases since the beginning) . I realised that , with biid increased since the beginning, my devotee side decreased in the same time. Maybe it is because of ( or should say thanks to) my pretending time ( i really hate this word booo : maybe i can use transitionning time).
Of course devotee feeling hadnt completly disapear, but really decrease. But with the increased biid feeling, dysphoria increased too, and that is my biggest problem now: i have no desire to do some other things instead of sharing about biid here and on other site/forum, and spend time in my wheelchair, wich is difficult during this lock down period, so biid increased and dysphoria increased too....I need to find a way to manage it, without achieved the body seen by my brain ( para in my case). this will be my job for 2021....Happy new years all of u and best wishes !