I hope I will get some serious and useful information here. I would not like to discuss anything here so please if you have some useful information for me send me a personal message or email.
Long story short I am one of those who are described here as a wannabee. I am a 40y.o. female, married and have 4 children. As far as remember myself I had a natural interest to people who have one leg...and later as a teenager I realised that I want to be one of them. I thought it is a crazy idea to tell anyone about this and for many years lived with this secret. I got married and gave birth to 4 children, I thought that enourmous amount of home work will help me forget my desire and it did, at least moved it in the background.
Some time ago I looked at my life and realised that I can't live like this any more, since then my family and children I have started getting less and less important for me. I can't get rid of the thought that I lived my life wrong, no matter what but I did not do the most important thing in my life. I must have one leg only and this time I managed to talk about it with my husband. I know exactly what I want and showed the place below which I would like to have a leg amputated. He was surprised but did not tell me that I am crazy and did not divorce me. After awhile he told me: You are already a big girl and have already decided to do this anyway, so as long as you will use an artificial leg it will be allright with me. Now I have hope that one day everything will be fixed and my dream will come true! Why didn't I ask him 20 years ago?
Now is the question. I have spoken with GP and others and now I see that through them it is impossible to do. I am looking for a doctor who can do this for me here in Australia without asking any questions and as a reason write something like bug decease or infection. Amputation required in bottom third of the left thigh. Like I mentioned before I am not going to discuss anything here, I am waiting for personal messages or email me at: <r o z a l e g a m p <at> g m a i l <dot> c o m > (hope you will fix up my email )
Rose, I sometimes have exactly the same desire as you, but I'm afraid and I depend on working to be able to live, contrary to others here, I do not hate any of my legs, but I want to replace one with a beautiful prosthesis, And learn to walk with her, take off and put it on whenever I want, I would also have a peg leg to have fun. These desires are hidden from others by doubts that create us crazy but we are not, we only feel pleasure to do crazy things like these
Rosa because with the help of your husband you do not try to freeze it at night and go to the hospital in the morning, at that point they can not refuse amputation anymore?
-- Edited by Wishes male on Monday 26th of December 2016 04:46:30 AM
Hi Rose,
I'm 53 y.o, married, two children. Since I was child I have the feeling that four fingers on my left hand don't belong to me. All it start at age of 3 or 4 years when I meet the nurse in kindergarten who was missing all fingers on she's right hand. Is strange that all my life I lived with this secret .......
Hola Rosa me gustaría contactarte soy chica aspirante y padezco BIID, mi correo es angelaamputee@gmail.con
Quien quiera hablar del tema q me escriba un correo.
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